Sick... and Tired

I HATE being sick. I've recently come down with some sort of bug and I don't have a fever, but I have chills, loss of appetite, all the pepto bismol problems, and the need for sleep. The need for so much sleep in fact that I slept all damn day and now, it's 5:30 in the morning and I've been up since 11pm and can't get to sleep. Ugh.

I'm also sick of a few things... Like my cats pissing on literally everything. I don't know WTF has gotten into them, we don't know which one is the culprit either. We know it's one of my females though. I can't leave my bedroom door open, or they piss on my bed. If you leave a plastic bag anywhere, they piss on the bag and it's contents. Thanks to my cats I now have to buy a new box of tampons. Sure, they are individually wrapped, but I'm not chancing it. I'm about ready to get rid of them. Maybe we'll get a new kitty somewhere down the line... but I can't deal with this. It's driving me nuts. And John always acts like it's my fault as though I have taught them to do it. :( It's causing us to fight... it's just breaking my heart. I've had all three of my cats since the day they were born. I don't want to lose any of them. :(

I'm sick of being broke. God I'm so ready to refinance this car. I don't want smaller payments. I want to keep paying the same amount but not have to pay it for 2 more years. I want to pay off other shit we're financing to. We lose almost a grand a month in shit that we're financing. That's ridiculous. We'd be fine if we weren't doing this... but we had to. We started with NOTHING... plus we needed to work on John's credit.

So I'm sick and tired... and sick and tired of being sick and tired... and mainly just needed a place to bitch. So yeah... later. lol.