It seems like the days are staring to go by so slowly... But we only have between 8 and 11 paychecks left. When we started we had roughly 24, so we're doing pretty good. I'm so excited for John to come home. I'm excited to move to KY. Maybe even start TTC by the end of the year. I don't know for sure. I just know I'm ready to keep going with this life we have.
In other news, it's been three months since I said goodbye to Allen. I miss him so much. I still have dreams about him, and nightmares about gunshots and tears. I think in March I'm going to finally visit his grave and wish him a happy birthday. I hope to have my tattoo by then... but who knows, I may even wait till his birthday for the tattoo. I dunno. I just wish this could be easier... I miss you Allen-bear! I love you!
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