Sunday, February 27, 2011

Good Days, Bad Days, and Day 263

So... Our taxes came in. Yay. A considerably large chunk went into savings, 4 new tires got put on the car, I got John and Shayli build-a-bears, got John a DSi and 3 of the video games he wanted, and I got a video game, a charger for my wii controllers, and a new iPod nano. I also got some makeup since the cat pissed on my makeup bag anr ruined all of mine, and dollar general shit breaks me out. Shayli got some clothes and new sippy cups and binkies. I also got the Cataclysm expansion for WoW. I have to go back to Austin tomorrow and get John his new Oakleys since his were stolen.

All in all I've had some good days recently. Less stress from being broke equals an all around happier me at this moment. I still have my bad days though. I'm having a hard time controlling myself. Hopefully Wednesday will be the end of that. I have a doctor's appointment and I'm hoping that we'll get everything taken care of and I can fix this depression bullcrap.

Day 263. I'm roughly 2/3 done with this deployment. And I couldn't be more excited, or nervous for that matter. I feel like everything is scary. >.< He'll be home soon, then what? Will we be able to adjust to living around each other again? I feel like I'm going to have to "date" him all over again until he's ready to be my husband. Maybe I'm just paranoid. Maybe I'm right. Who knows? What I do know is that I'm nervous and scared. I love him so much. I can't wait for him to be home though. That's for sure.

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