Payback's a bitch & Day 62

It's been over 2 months since this deployment started, and all in all, I think I'm doing pretty well. I'm proud of myself. I've spent the last week or so here in AL with my family. I finally got my license reinstated and it's so nice to be able to drive. We're caught up on bills, only have 3 things left in the pawn shop. We have friends to pay back, but we have plenty of time to do that, and we are working on it little by little. So things are definitely looking up. R&R is coming up soon, and as soon as he goes back to the sandbox, I'll start upping allotments to places and finally start paying more toward these things we are financing. The quicker we pay off this stuff, the less we pay, and the more money we'll have when he gets back. I think we're doing pretty damn good. I've even managed to allot myself a certain amount of spending money per paycheck and was finally able to get my tattoo. Things were pretty bad there for a while due to poor money management, but I'm not worried anymore. I don't worry about how I'm supposed to get Shayli formula. I'm not eating a can of corn for dinner. So everything is okay. :) And we got through it together. I gotta admit, we have some pretty awesome fucking friends.

I'm finally getting to meet my older sisters. My dad and I are taking a trip to Ohio on the 20th, we'll be there for 5-6 days. I'm so excited. My whole life I've heard about these women, but I never thought I'd meet them. Hell, I never thought I'd speak to them. Thank God for facebook or I never would have found them. I'm like kid-in-a-candy-store excited to meet them. :)

And onto the title of this post...

You thought you could make me miserable. You thought you were the one ahead. I laughed at you. Marrying one guy just to cheat on him with a guy who gives you everything you want cuz he has money doesn't make you better than me. It makes you a whore. Money doesn't make you better than anyone. Cheating on that guy with a guy that deals drugs, shows that you're a coke addict, it doesn't show that you found a guy who treats you better. The whole time telling your husband that you'll work it out with him when you have no intention to so he'll keep sending you money as well, just makes you a lying user. And threatening me and my daughter like you did doesn't make you a badass, it makes you a coward. You were so scared I'd actually beat your ass that it made you feel more powerful to threaten an innocent 6 month old child. Everything was going just great for you for a while... and you sure enjoyed throwing your "success" in everyone's face. But I knew better. I sat back and watched, waiting patiently for Karma to bite you in the ass for not only what I have listed here, but for the way you've treated others the past 4 years. And it has. You called me a bitch, but Karma is a bigger bitch than I'll ever be. Now your world is crumbling down. Everyone has turned their back on you except your family, and they are so sick of you it's ridiculous. They have been nice because of your daughter, and that's it. So keep talking shit about me to everyone you think is your friend. It all gets back to me anyway. And I just laugh. For someone who ain't studying me, my name sure comes out of your mouth a whole hell of a lot. Jealousy is an awful disease, get well soon.