Homesick

So first off an update, my husband is home. It's been 2 weeks since he made his way back into my arms and I'm so glad he's home and safe. Things are okay right now. We have issues but we are working on them. I'm hoping things get better from here. Other than that there's not much else to say about us as a unit right now.

In other news... I'm fucking homesick. I spent the majority of this deployment in Alabama with my family and the last visit I made there I rebuilt some old friendships and made a few even stronger. So I'm going to talk, actually ramble on aimlessly, about some of the most important people in my life back home.
I miss my best friend. Since his phone has been off we haven't talked much and some crazy shit went down in his world and I've been worried about him ever since. I had a dream about him two nights ago that made me wake up crying. He finally called me today and it was so nice to hear from him. I miss his stupid goofy ass something terrible. I don't think he realizes how important he is to me.
Then there's Jessie... my weeble wobble. This girl is amazing. She has cerebal palsy, and the weeble wobble thing seems like an insult at first, but it's not. Yes, she wobbles when she walks due to her condition (she likes to call it her crip walk, crazy ass) but I call her my weeble because the thing about weebles is that they wobble but don't fall down. This girl has fallen on her ass in front of me... but Her spirit never falls down. She doesn't break. When she feels like she's going to, she gets right back up and tries again. She may stumble she may fall but this girl's heart is so full and her spirit never falls. Does it wobble a bit, sure, but nothing will ever make her fall down. She doesn't always have faith in herself, but I have faith in her. She's one of the strongest people I know and she has a part of my locked away in her heart that I gave her and no one else will ever have that piece of me. She is my girl through and through and I know we will always be a part of each other's lives. She knows me, better than most people ever get the chance to. The real me. And she loves me for who I am. I love her.. and I find myself really missing her tonight.
Then there's my assorted family... I wasn't able to spend father's day with my daddy today and it really got under my skin. I only have one parent left, I want to spend as much time with him as I can. To anyone who's reading this, always remember to CHERISH every SINGLE moment... They are gone too fast and you miss them so much when you realize you can't get them back. I miss my grandma, I don't call her as often as I should and I hate that. >.< I also miss my sister. I'd love to hear from her. Ever since the wedding fiasco, she hasn't spoken to me and she made it quite clear she doesn't want to hear from me so I wish I'd hear from her. I miss her so much. I love her, more than she'll ever know and I worry about her every day. I don't know when we'll talk again or when I will see her (seeing as she moved to GA), but I miss her, I really really do.

I just want to go home. I can't wait till July when I finally can. Maybe it'll help with this funk I am in.